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Post by Odin on Aug 13, 2020 12:09:27 GMT -6
Anybody follow her? She's amazing. Her art is all over the Pillbox movie that went along with Ogilala. Also, I feel proud to say I knew of her and was following her before she was ever involved with that project  Troo fan, I am! Anyway, she's pretty awesome. Very wise and insightful words, as well. Here's one of her portraits of Billy.  |
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Post by ashima on Aug 14, 2020 7:57:18 GMT -6
Seen some of her art in the past.
Cool
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Post by Belteshazzar on Aug 14, 2020 9:09:33 GMT -6
She definitely has a thing for eyes and incorporating them into much of her art just about everywhere.
Seems like that was in sync with Billy too, for a long time. His "eyes" shirt you see in the Thirty Days doc, and also some of the Machina art
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Post by ashima on Aug 14, 2020 9:57:35 GMT -6
I've drawn something very similar to his eye sweater back in like 2014 I think, definitely in the fall through winter(I have to go research that) and shared with supposedly a friend of Billy's before SP began.
Don't even know if I believe it was a real account. Dont know what to believe anymore with many things that occured and I feel like I am supposed to keep silent, hence why I shutdown a lot regarding SP. Getting a real sense of why should I even be around anymore
Yep, keeping it real.
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Post by Belteshazzar on Aug 14, 2020 10:27:27 GMT -6
You are definitely wanted at Shadowland and always welcome to keep it real with us.
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Post by ashima on Aug 15, 2020 8:35:21 GMT -6
Was 2013. Remember Billy's band Coat of Eyes? Anyways, none of that matters when the person talking to me is bullshitting me 100% pretending to be a friend but just being nosy about my life. Yeah, certain people can fuck off with phony ass shit. Every time they "disappear"
All of it experienced has been damaging.
When you do damage to someone else.... it comes back to them somehow courtesy of universal law.
So yes. Thanks to certain people who have harassed me (I call it harassment since it damaged me) I have a dislike for people nosing into my life. Because they are fake from looking back in all of it.
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Post by Belteshazzar on Aug 17, 2020 6:25:01 GMT -6
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Post by ashima on Aug 21, 2020 8:57:24 GMT -6
Right. But yeah the song, and the sweater and found the lame eye thing I was referring to. Maybe it just provides an idea base. Eyefuckingroll
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Post by Deleted on Mar 3, 2021 8:08:43 GMT -6
Was 2013. Remember Billy's band Coat of Eyes? Anyways, none of that matters when the person talking to me is bullshitting me 100% pretending to be a friend but just being nosy about my life. Yeah, certain people can fuck off with phony ass shit. Every time they "disappear" All of it experienced has been damaging. When you do damage to someone else.... it comes back to them somehow courtesy of universal law. So yes. Thanks to certain people who have harassed me (I call it harassment since it damaged me) I have a dislike for people nosing into my life. Because they are fake from looking back in all of it. Under the guise of supposed spirituality, unfortunately, a lot of abuse takes place. It is important to stand up against this and also to speak out. You have my complete support, Ashima. I don't know your story or your experiences, but I really appreciate the comments you make here and there to remind us all that not everything is puppies and rose tinted glasses. I, for example, left the Buddhists because I was being attacked for being Muslim-friendly and travelling to the Holy Land. The great Western Buddhist Lama openly speaks out against Islam and so his disciples preach after him false doctrines (that have nothing to do with true Buddhism). I am too cosmopolitan for such narrow-minded bullshit, pulled my finger, and left... |
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Post by ashima on Mar 3, 2021 9:40:01 GMT -6
Was 2013. Remember Billy's band Coat of Eyes? Anyways, none of that matters when the person talking to me is bullshitting me 100% pretending to be a friend but just being nosy about my life. Yeah, certain people can fuck off with phony ass shit. Every time they "disappear" All of it experienced has been damaging. When you do damage to someone else.... it comes back to them somehow courtesy of universal law. So yes. Thanks to certain people who have harassed me (I call it harassment since it damaged me) I have a dislike for people nosing into my life. Because they are fake from looking back in all of it. Under the guise of supposed spirituality, unfortunately, a lot of abuse takes place. It is important to stand up against this and also to speak out. You have my complete support, Ashima. I don't know your story or your experiences, but I really appreciate the comments you make here and there to remind us all that not everything is puppies and rose tinted glasses. I, for example, left the Buddhists because I was being attacked for being Muslim-friendly and travelling to the Holy Land. The great Western Buddhist Lama openly speaks out against Islam and so his disciples preach after him false doctrines (that have nothing to do with true Buddhism). I am too cosmopolitan for such narrow-minded bullshit, pulled my finger, and left... Speaking out does no good. The abuser got to play anonymous fake account, or was convinced to play a role/character and likely used a VPN. I have no idea how that worked. Aside from that, Saw a comment on reddit the other day regarding SP lyrics lately. Seems to be the case based on the experience. Ok. So my thought is "play stupid games, win stupid cancer" That's right kids, likely never ever would've happened had I not been manipulated to play along. Anyways, Each person has their own spiritual journey or no spirituality to their journey, however another human (including anonymous/phony/incognito) should not deliberately cause such hell for another human or their family. That is unacceptable. Also shouldn't that abuser/abusers be apologizing to my children for such a scheme that caused health problems to their mother and distress to her children and the longterm side effects that comes with treating the health problem. Guess the abuser didn't give a fuck about kid's lives either. Fight to live, while the abuser/abusers find his/her next victim. the abuser/abusers will get karma returned to them. I added abusers because it's possible more than 1 person was involved in this situation. Insiders. I have suspicions of whom all was involved. Deceitful and dishonest. Universe/God seems to not approve either. So wtf were they thinking? Probably shouldn't be allowed to have communication with humans if that's the type of shit being done on the side in life. My message is "fuck you & fuck off, you are the definition of toxic/phony humans and deserve any ass beating that comes your way in life" for the shit you did. |
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Post by ashima on Mar 3, 2021 9:44:31 GMT -6
Could've & should've done it the respectful & honest way.
Too late now. Cant change what happened.
However, wont get much out of me now days. You (abusers) fucked up
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Post by Deleted on Mar 3, 2021 14:12:26 GMT -6
Speaking out always DOES DO good, Ashima. You get it off your chest and others may become more careful.
So thank you for opening up a little. I appreciate this a lot (even though it may not mean anything to you). What you are talking about, does not sound good at all. In fact, it sounds really, really sick and fucked up. I'm very sorry for what you got into, and especially that it has made you so sick. If I can support you in any positive way, just let me know. For I know what it feels like, Ashima. I was stalked for many years...
God bless!
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Post by Deleted on Mar 3, 2021 15:19:05 GMT -6
Anybody follow her? She's amazing. Her art is all over the Pillbox movie that went along with Ogilala. Also, I feel proud to say I knew of her and was following her before she was ever involved with that project Troo fan, I am! Anyway, she's pretty awesome. Very wise and insightful words, as well. Here's one of her portraits of Billy. Her artworks fit very well in the context of SP and pillbox. Personally, though, I wouldn't want to hang it on my wall. Schnabel would complain lol... |
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Post by ashima on Mar 3, 2021 16:05:46 GMT -6
Anybody follow her? She's amazing. Her art is all over the Pillbox movie that went along with Ogilala. Also, I feel proud to say I knew of her and was following her before she was ever involved with that project Troo fan, I am! Anyway, she's pretty awesome. Very wise and insightful words, as well. Here's one of her portraits of Billy. Her artworks fit very well in the context of SP and pillbox. Personally, though, I wouldn't want to hang it on my wall. Schnabel would complain lol... It'd make a great art book for people to own. |
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Post by ashima on Mar 3, 2021 16:18:32 GMT -6
Speaking out always DOES DO good, Ashima. You get it off your chest and others may become more careful. So thank you for opening up a little. I appreciate this a lot (even though it may not mean anything to you). What you are talking about, does not sound good at all. In fact, it sounds really, really sick and fucked up. I'm very sorry for what you got into, and especially that it has made you so sick. If I can support you in any positive way, just let me know. For I know what it feels like, Ashima. I was stalked for many years... God bless! Thanks. Can't freely open up because it's too complicated especially without 100% proof. Yep, sometimes life moments gives out lemons. 1 day at a time. As some say "this too shall pass" |
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Troo fan, I am! 
