I had my suspicions I learned some things It's humorous to me To laugh at my own stupidity no tears, no anxiety Free to be without any sadness Surviving without him As I did before I know how I've been trained He has a long way to go Treating myself to greatness While he feeds his addiction. Power of the mind ready for life Without him I still shine 😎
Sometimes I wonder, "Was it something Ive done?" I recall my own words, and that maybe they were wrong Then I remember, this is my own fault, because I was told not to want We all want to be free, and we hate those that force us not to be But why did this start? Its because I didnt want to be alone. Somewhere here was a need to compromise, and I have to reflect whether I should have
Roaming days in fields of love walking through life like a knife cutting through the harvest living a life that was largest until some great God some unknown thing cast me down into the ring of fire for liars and evil men I was no thing of evil I was a dove on a prayer living life without much care and soaring to the Heavens singing about love Then comes along a criminal a man that hated my freedom tempted me in the garden and declared me a heathen To go back to those days I cannot I have to reconcile all that was wrought by evil men and misled souls carving out fortunes from our homes I did not deserve to pay this price to learn how to grieve over loss what I had already done I did not deserve to pay for this my youth, my life my wealth; with my life Man is follied, Man is greed enough pain for me! Let those men bleed!